My desired result, my purpose and the reason for which I exist is to live out this purpose, on purpose. There is an end-game. There is a specific aim. There is a goal, I see it in on the horizon. I am not here by accident or without determination or resolve. I know the subject in hand; the point of issue has to be seen to be believed, but I know in my gut, the practical result, the purpose for why it looks like I am doing nothing… is not that I am. I am actually moving forward, toward my desired result. When you see me, living on purpose, and you see the goal, for which I am preparing, it will all make sense. Until then, trust that I know that my purpose is set and I am moving slowly toward it.